Torturous screams
Cries of death
Wild beast prowl
Scratches upon the chest
Limbs scattered across the wine-looking floor
Fallen tears of the dead
Roar of the mighty beast
Stains of emotion left unshed
Looking up to see
Nothing but crismon red
Flashes of thunder came across the sky
Blood spilling across the eye
Shouts of murder like a crime
Screaming and shouting like the last moment in time
Droplets of rain
Whispers of tears
Colliding together
Disappearing before my eyes
Fading away
A whisk of seconds
Before you're gone
Reaching out
No one's there
To hold me
Away...
Away from all this misery
Away...
From reality
Dear Hikaru,
How silly this is writing to you.
You'll probably never going to read it anyways.
I don't even know why I'm doing this.
You never know, will you?
How much I like you...
I like you...a lot...
Even though...you're not here...
I still love you.
Dear Hikaru,
Hello, how are you?
I'm sick in bed, again.
I told mom it was just a bad cough but she insisted.
I didn't see you in school this week.
I hope you're doing well.
Dear Hikaru,
My cough has gotten worst.
I couldn't get out of bed today.
Mom thinks I should go to the doctor.
How silly of her.
I can handle a small cough.
Dear Hikaru,
I couldn't move my body today
Something lies within
Beneath the happy smile
Something lies within me
I'm afraid
Afraid of losing control
Afraid of losing myself
Afraid of my mask slipping
For my family
For my friends
For other people
They expect me to be perfect
They expect me to carry on
Inside I want to scream
I want to scream at them
For not understanding
Understanding that I'm just a kid
A kid that's lost
Lost...within the sea of Perfection
But I'm afraid
Afraid of those around me
Afraid of what they will think
Afraid of what will happen
So instead
I keep on smiling
Until I break
and that's the day
It comes to an End
Something lies within
Beneath the happy smile
Something lies within me
I'm afraid
Afraid of losing control
Afraid of losing myself
Afraid of my mask slipping
For my family
For my friends
For other people
They expect me to be perfect
They expect me to carry on
Inside I want to scream
I want to scream at them
For not understanding
Understanding that I'm just a kid
A kid that's lost
Lost...within the sea of Perfection
But I'm afraid
Afraid of those around me
Afraid of what they will think
Afraid of what will happen
So instead
I keep on smiling
Until I break
and that's the day
It comes to an End
Dear Hikaru,
How silly this is writing to you.
You'll probably never going to read it anyways.
I don't even know why I'm doing this.
You never know, will you?
How much I like you...
I like you...a lot...
Even though...you're not here...
I still love you.
Dear Hikaru,
Hello, how are you?
I'm sick in bed, again.
I told mom it was just a bad cough but she insisted.
I didn't see you in school this week.
I hope you're doing well.
Dear Hikaru,
My cough has gotten worst.
I couldn't get out of bed today.
Mom thinks I should go to the doctor.
How silly of her.
I can handle a small cough.
Dear Hikaru,
I couldn't move my body today
Droplets of rain
Whispers of tears
Colliding together
Disappearing before my eyes
Fading away
A whisk of seconds
Before you're gone
Reaching out
No one's there
To hold me
Away...
Away from all this misery
Away...
From reality
Torturous screams
Cries of death
Wild beast prowl
Scratches upon the chest
Limbs scattered across the wine-looking floor
Fallen tears of the dead
Roar of the mighty beast
Stains of emotion left unshed
Looking up to see
Nothing but crismon red
Flashes of thunder came across the sky
Blood spilling across the eye
Shouts of murder like a crime
Screaming and shouting like the last moment in time
We'll, it's a start, right? I'm actually taking drawing this year...so HOPEFULLY I can come up with my own crap then just coloring others...but no promises.
Class schedule:
Science H
Spanish II
Intro to Fd and Nutr.
Geometry
Cause I absolutely detest math, though I have a 102% in that class...and I dunno why...should've taken honors...meh.
Whatev. I think I'm gonna join the soccer team this year...cause my easy classes are next semester..mwahahaha...LOL
Anyways, yeah, I'm pretty caught up with school...but that's okay...if Open Canvas would stop screwing up, I'm gonna uploaded a couple more colored pics! ^^
Cheers,
:iconochibi-chibi
OK!
I'm here...since someone kept pestering me...
here were some POT question...all 100...lol...that i answer of course...
Q1. What is your net handle?
Um…internet?
Q2. Do you engage in doujinshi activities? If so, what is the name of your circle?
Come again?
Q3. Do you have a home page? If so, please share its address.
It's a xanga…but I'm not telling...haha
Q4. How long have you known about "Tennis no Oujisama"?
Two years I think…
Q5. What was your impression when you read/saw "Tennis no Oujisama" for the first time?
This better not be those 'only sports' thing…
Q6. How did you come to be obsessed with "Tenn